Slacker

inadequacy threatens to drown me
don't give in, it's too easy.
remember
not in vengeance but in shame.
its over
don't look back
remember with pain
forget with the new day
carry on (my wayward son?)
don't (take the time?)
what's the story, morning glory?
just a sad little man
with his hand
on his crotch...
10.42
I've never been this tired.
everything i do
is
wrong
everything i do
just comes undone
don't carry your burdens alone

I'm writing to reach you
but I'll never reach you.

Damn this convoluted conspiracy.
throw in some long words and you look smart
this world's so fake
do i really think like this or is it some weird badge of honour?
I DONT KNOW.